haha....finally blogging le....someone was complaining that i blog too little... hee...just come back from taekwondo training ...sigh...kena scolding from senior master again(dunno why suddenly mental blockage then forget the pattern...sigh) anyway...when i was bathing i remember some yrs back i went to be a part time promoter for a Singtel roadshow its quite a way to get fast cash since its rate is not too bad...$5-6/hr worked for 2 days and got to know some friends who are working in the Singtel outlets.. one of them made me realise my sensitive spot(dun think too much). he approach from the back and abruptly touch my earlobe...i got a fright but sth else was there...a kind of sensation was buzzing in me...(one of the colleague said that i blushed)... perhaps its because his finger is cold/cool..or its just a fright...but that feeling is seriously unique from then i know that my ear is very sensitive...at that moment i almost tot that i like him la...so wrong...hee physically, its my earlobes taht is sensitive... mentally, i'm sensitive to pple's little actions/whispers etc... i tend to over-react when pple whisper in from of me and keep looking at my direction...most pple will that it as a hint that the whispering is abt themselves isn' it?so can ppl stop whispering in front of me and iff they really want to talk back abt me, pls dun let me see. i guess im a rather straightforward and frank person. i really DO NOT appreciate when pple hv sth against me and dun tell me.... isn't it stupid to keep it from me?if they can just tell me then i'll try to change...isn't this a beta way to prevent misunderstanding and hurting of other pple's feeling? personally, i hate back stabber(i dun think there're pple who apprecaite them right?)...AND i am extra sensitive to pple who have the tendency to show those little action i mention... IF U HV ANITHING TT U SERIOUSLY HATE ABT ME, TELL ME! IF U ARE JUST TRYING TO LOOK FROM TROUBLE, STAY AWAY FROM ME!!!